I made a promise. Not to you but to myself. That i would never walk out on anyone ever. The reason behind this? My father walked out on me when i was born. I promised myself that i wouldn’t be like him no matter how hard or how painful the road may be. I’ll never walk out on anyone ever like he did with me. So if you ever hear me say “i’ll never walk out on you” you know I really mean it. I don’t want to be like him. I also don’t want to be like all the others who walk out on others.
I wonder how long it’s gonna take before I stop feeling the need to mention your name on every conversation.
The fact that I’m silent doesn’t mean I have nothing to say.